In Search Of Myself

by Declare your Funeral

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released September 27, 2013

Declare Your Funeral is:

Patrik Finhagen: Vocals
Julius Jansen: Guitar, Clean Vocals
Finn Rach: Guitar
Tobias Max Sajons: Bass, Backing Shouts
Luca Warncke: Drums

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Track Name: Life Awaits
Running around, too hard to find the way,
again and again every single fuckin' day,
waiting for the turn to come so bad,
is it worth living when you're battering on an addled blossom?

Why am i lost in my own maze of scars?
why is it so hard to overcome the past?
all that i need is a guide through this maze,
but the way is just hided by this unending haze

I can only see gray colours in a rainbow,
losing the ground under my feet,
My heart and soul won't stop to bleed.

Why am i lost in my own maze of scars?
why is it so hard to overcome the past?

All my mistakes being cut in my chest,
just greeding for a new start
Insanity is chasing me and love just falls apart,
just greeding for a new start.

'have trust' they're telling me, but its way too hard,
it's like maggots are feasting my last bit of hope.
'have trust' they're telling me, but its way too hard,
it's like maggots are feasting my last bit of hope.

But i will carry on to climb these stairs,
soon there'll be mercy, soon there'll be light.
But i will carry on to climb these stairs,
soon there'll be mercy, soon there'll be light.

Running around, too hard to find the way,
again and again every single day.
Oh why is it so hard to overcome the past?
Lost in my maze of Scars.
Maze of Scars.
Track Name: Amnesia
The world, it spins so fast.
Everything is growing rapidly.
Our lives have changed too much to remember the ones we left behind.

Where do we go, whats the point of this?
We are the ones who follow the road.
Where do we go, what's the point of this?
We are the sad ones who follow the road.

... the road of real objection.
You'll always walk alone.
... the road of false perfection,
to your hopeless place called home.

Is this the place you call home?

Have you ever thought of changing your way of life?
To start a new way of living with brand new beliefs?
No? Because you think it's to difficult to escape this world?
Fuck it.

Escape.
Don't run away. Here we go.
End things up in time,
don't ever stray from your path.
Just keep one thing in mind:
Don't ever pretend to be just one of a kind.
Don't pretend.

The world, it spins so fast.
Everything is growing rapidly.

Where do we go, whats the point of this?
We are the ones who follow the road.
Where do we go, what's the point of this?
We are the sad ones who follow the road.
Track Name: The Truth
If you tell truth you don't have to remember anything.
The truth.
Malice may attack it, ignorance deride it.
There it is.
Free yourself, shake of all the lies.
Shake of all conspiracies.

Risk, risk anything.
Don't care for the voices of them.
Do the hardest things on earth for you:
Act for yourself, face the truth.
It's better to be slapped by the truth
than kissed with a lie,
'cause truth is what connects us.
It's better to be slapped by the truth
than kissed with a lie.
The truth.

If you tell truth you don't have to remember anything.
The truth.
Malice may attack it, ignorance deride it.
But in the end you'll have to face it.

Don't ignore my words.
Keep your head up high.
Say goodbye and shake of all the lies.

It's better to be slapped by the truth
than kissed with a lie,
'cause truth is what connects us.
It's better to be slapped by the truth
than kissed with a lie.
Truth
Track Name: The Weakening Effect
Let me tell you how it feels,
to be loved and hated.
Would you try to deal with it? Would you try to make it stop?
To live means going through light and darkness.
Passing your horrors, to hope and to love.
Hope is my porter and Love is my loss.
I need you to survive but I feel my end approaching.
I have to come to say goodbye, to you and myself.
Because with you I’m breaking but alone I’ll be dead.
The hardest part is seeing you, feeling you.
Even if I close my eyes. ( You’re in my head! You own my heart! )

To live means going through light and darkness.
Passing your horrors, to hope and to love.
Hope is my Porter and Love is my Loss,
but I need you to survive.
God gave me eyes to see, a heart to feel and my hands to react.
But the request for their value is denied by her might.
She constructed this mess and she bars all ways out.
She blocks my view of worth living grounds.
And she’s the reason for losing my pride.
BUT SHE’S IN MY HEART AND MY HEART IS HERS.
You’re in my head and you own my Heart.
Track Name: Have And Be
Dust is slipping through my hands,
it's like a fall of tides now controlling my life.
Chased by the wrong decisions I've made
seeing my life fade.
It isn't fair, not fair at all.
I thought I pleased you but now it's my fall.
Pretending I am doing it right,
but you ignite the flame in the deepest night.

Selfish you you're calling me,
just remember all the moments I was asking if it's ok.
You're telling me we're all born free,
but I'm confined through these chains,
why can't you see?
I'm drifting away, watching my bloodflow retain.
Breathing in, breathing out,
but nothing seems to change,
I've got to move on.
Now.

Breaking free and leaving your ashes behind.
Until you're nothing more than dust.
Put you out of my life. You were the wrong one to trust.
It's ashes to ashes and dust to dust.

Slipping through my hands,
your life is fading away and I can:
Breathe again, live again.
And you're the one who stands there alone in the end.
Track Name: The Rebuilding Process
Dedicated to everyone, who had to go through a senseless life. Save what you got, forgive who gave you pain and fight for what it’s worth fighting for. Learn to appreciate what you do own and forgive the ones who brought you to this place.
Enjoy those, who fill your heart with love.

So live your life to the fullest and watch your dreams come true Never lose track of the things you wanted to do Stop hiding from the fears you kept inside conquer your worst memories, just leave’ em all behind.

This whole life we’re waiting for something while understanding that the only thing that’s passing, is Life in person. We don’t hold these wonderful moments in high regard only then when they turn into memories. Start to live, here and now. Therefore do whatever you want to before it’s called: What I always wanted is what I never did.